Is this is a life of nothingness or am I missing something?

I'm 25, i'm a virgin, I still live at home, i've never had dreams or ambitions, always been awful in school (950 on SATs, c'mon that's like retarded), I have ADD which has made me incoherent and unable to communicate well with anyone, all I can get are crappyjobs, i've never had a decent conversation with anyone, the longest i've ever had a girlfriend for is like 3 hours before she told me I was the creepiest **** she'd ever met, that's happened about 3 or 4 other times because i'm way too compulsive and scared to be around anyone, now my best friend (that I talk to online) is MIA and I have no idea whether or not i'm even going to hear from him again, I have anxiety, depression, ocd, and I think i'm closing in on borderline personality disorder. Can someone just please call a spade a spade and say that **** is not working out. Just to clarify. That's all I want.